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Wednesday, May 04, 2005

Hi Meg

-You'll love this.

www.dekafilm.com/
shutupanddate/ (I had to make this shorter to see if it is affecting the blog and making everyone have to scroll down.)

Yep, that is a cute site, I could spend a very long time there. This is also a good one:

www.killsometime.com

That’s another site that is pretty much good for what the name says. I have a problem. My oven only has one temperature...burn. The top element is all that works and it only works when it is set on broil. The bottom element doesn’t work at all. What will I do. What will I do.

My mind is pretty much a blank right now. I don’t know why that happens when I sit down to type but it does. I usually am thinking of SOMETHING. I would ask the Vex what he was thinking about and he always said the same thing, “Nothing.” You know what? I believe that. He is one human that I could imagine just sitting there literally thinking about nothing. I’ve tried to think of nothing and I can’t. Once I tried really hard and I actually did it. For just a split second I actually thought of absolutely nothing. It scared the hell out of me. I thought my brain would stop and never start again. He was the only one there so there was no one with any brain power to jump start mine...I will never do that again.

It was like once when I had an out of body experience. Well, almost. I had been thinking about it for a while and trying it. One night, as I was supposed to be falling asleep, I laid there and tried to leave my body. At one point, it actually felt as though I was really leaving my body but it scared me so I jumped back in. I keep on freaking me out.

Back in the early 80’s, when I was single and had to answer my own door, I let some Jehovah’s Witnesses in. I actually studied with them for quite a while and we got to be friends. One day, one of the two regulars, Cindy, told me that she had woken up one night to find some dead relative sitting on the foot of her bed. I never once questioned her veracity. A few nights after one of their visits, I heard very low male voices when I closed my eyes so I was afraid to close my eyes. The voices were just saying names and the only two I remember are Joseph and Michael. I eventually fell asleep and everything was fine in the morning and it never happened again. But when I told my friends, they didn’t believe me and there was nothing I could do to make them believe me.

If I wanted to make something up, I would be a helluva lot more creative than that. And I wouldn’t admit to hearing voices unless it was true. It would be like some nit wit going on one of those judge shows and suing a guy for $100 for slander because some other guy said he was gay. For $100, this guy sat there on national television and let the defendant defend his own previous statements making a pretty good case for himself. People are strange.

I’d like to sue someone on a judge show in Chicago. I guess I could even BE sued, I don’t care...I just want a free trip to Chicago and a few bucks. I will be taking a trip to New York in the near future, I just am not really sure of when. It’ll be my first time since before 9/11. Is there anyone out there who can suggest a good show to go see when I do go? It will be sometime before the 4th of July if everything goes according to plan. I would love to drive somewhere now but I can’t because of the kids and the fact that my back is killing me. I had a tough time driving to Florida last month but I really, really, needed to get away for those few days. I loved lying on the beach knowing that even the CIA couldn’t find me. Nobody on the planet knew where I was and that in itself felt wonderful.

Now that I have a car that would take me anyplace I wanted to drive, I am all antsy to go somewhere. I could leave for a long weekend but I have some things around the house that need taking care of. :):):)

Meg

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