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Tuesday, March 14, 2006

Good morning!

I only have a few minutes to write this because I have to go to the nice probation lady's office but I wanted to pop in quickly before I did that. I was looking at the results from the poll questions and although most people did say that they would do what I did, a good percentage had other answers. I suppose that the circumstances might have had more people seeing it my way but you can only put so many words in those choices.

I was far away from anyone that I knew and could have been tossed out at any point with no place to go so when the guy said that, I didn't want to take any chances although it does look like he didn't mean it when he told me to get lost.

Rick only said that type of thing once in 25 years and when he did, he meant it. I've never heard such a thing in an ordinary fight but then again, I haven't fought with every man on the planet...yet. I AM up for it, I just haven't had the chance.

The police question didn't surprise me either, most people would just answer the questions willingly, once again, that's what I did. I'd like to meet the person who said that they'd toss the cops a box of donuts and slam the door. They sound like fun.

If my judgement is so mainstream, why am I always screwing up? I seem to be a reasonable person, what in the heck is going on here? I guess it really is just rotten luck and if so, I'm ready for it to stop now. I could do without the lottery, if I could just have the bad luck stop, I'd be happy.

I had a normal life a couple of years ago. It went away and I don't know why. I keep waiting to wake up and find out that this has all been one dreadful nightmare and that life is the way it's supposed to be. I don't know if I'd rather go back to the old one or wait to see what the new one will be like. I think I'd prefer the new one, I just wish it would come along and get here because this state of limbo is getting old. When my new life does start, I'm going to do my best to appreciate every aspect of it and have a bunch of fun. I promise. Right now my life pretty much consists of trying to eat and stay out of jail and I don't think I'm doing a great job at either one of them. If you have any helpful hints, I'd be happy to hear them.

OK, until the new life gets here, I have to take a hike to the probation officer and the store. Thank God it is a BEEE-U-TI-FUL day! See? Not everything is so bad...I could be walking in an early spring downpour! Actually, I'm sort of surprised that I'm not.

OK then, I'm off to the PO...see you later, I hope!

Meg

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