I just got home from...
...driving home. I went out for less than an hour and on my way home, I was sitting at a stop light. I wasn't thinking about anything in particular, certainly nothing that I remember. The car was quiet because my stereo AND the local radio selection both SUCK! I had Payton with me so I had someone to talk to. But at the stop light, I wasn't talking.
All of a sudden I had a thought that hit me swiftly and like a punch in the chest.
Cheek Dude is a really, really decent guy. I haven't found any faults except some damage around the heart. I can relate. Other than that, he's quite the nice guy. And it appears as though he likes me. That's the thought I had.
The implications of that thought are what took my breathe away. If a guy like that can like me, I might be worth liking myself.
...driving home. I went out for less than an hour and on my way home, I was sitting at a stop light. I wasn't thinking about anything in particular, certainly nothing that I remember. The car was quiet because my stereo AND the local radio selection both SUCK! I had Payton with me so I had someone to talk to. But at the stop light, I wasn't talking.
All of a sudden I had a thought that hit me swiftly and like a punch in the chest.
Cheek Dude is a really, really decent guy. I haven't found any faults except some damage around the heart. I can relate. Other than that, he's quite the nice guy. And it appears as though he likes me. That's the thought I had.
The implications of that thought are what took my breathe away. If a guy like that can like me, I might be worth liking myself.
posted by Meg Kelso | 9:34 AM
5 Comments:
Helllloooooo, new outfit and hair!
Go Meg Go!
Enjoy it! :)
I've decided I'm just going to live vicariously through you!!
Damn ladies...it is all quite vicarious...isn't it?
Now I'm gonna do the dishes. Vicarious living will have to wait..although I won't be wearing gloves!
Meg - another lady of note to add to the role
http://singlemomseeking.com/blog/
Yay Meg!
It might not seem like it, but it's a huge step up, from general self-esteem to realising that you're the kind of person who could have - deserves, even - a fulfilling relationship with someone who appreciates them. Especially given all those idiots who never realised what a wonderful woman they had. Congrats on taking that step!
the angel Jean
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