You know what?

I think that I've mentioned that guys who ask me out are almost exclusively much younger than I am. Actually, a lot of them are in their 20's. I've been dismissing them out of hand because they ARE so young but I'm wondering if I'm not making a mistake. Perhaps I should sit back and think about what I'm doing.

Men my age are out there. But they're all screwed up in the heart and they think far too much. They've lost the ability to enjoy a person without worrying about future disasters that may or may not ever happen. It's hard to be yourself around someone like that...they may try but they can't hide the fact that they're holding back. So, it makes a woman want to hold back as well. That gets rather frustrating, doesn't it? Sooner or later you feel like hitting someone with a bat.

So...screw 'em. Let them wander around looking for absolutely nothing. I may look for nothing but I can have fun while I'm doing it. So, I think what I'm gonna do is go back and look up the little boys. I bet they know how to have fun. And I bet they can do it without worrying about stupid shit.