It's all good
I like having the clarity that I have right now. I'm getting some information that I seriously need. And, rarely do I have to say this, but I won't publish comments left with no redeeming value. I don't mind negativity in comments, but if you go out of your way to be nasty, you really are wasting your own time. And how stupid is it to read me admit things honestly and then try to use it against me? Even if you were as hard on me as I am on myself, it's silly to hear a person admit to having a problem and then acuse them of having the problem they just owned.
I like the ability to be honest. It's one of the reasons that this blog has been here for so long. I use it to purge myself of life's bullshit and I know for whom I write. I write the truth for other people who can relate to it and those people aren't judgmental. They allow me to be honest and that's a good thing to have when you are from a family that lacks the ability to discuss life issues and therefore the ability to handle contention in a rational manner. That's one reason why unconditional love is so healthy and necessary for emotional, physical and psychological well-being. So, since I don't come from that sort of family, I find solace in the ability to come here and write openly.
Iknow that I've seemed cryptic lately but it's because I AM struggling with a lot of truths rights now. I need to be sure I properly label and categorize my issues for efficient disposal. I probably can't avoid coming across as cryptic in my attempts to deal with life in the immediate future but to some extent, I'm taking such little bites that I don't have too much time for anticipation. I do know this, I'm going to go to Los Angeles and see my grandson...and I'm doing it very, very soon.