Act as if...

...I heard that years ago and it's gotten me through some crazy situations where I didn't think that I would ever figure out what to do. I just told myself to act as if I knew what I was doing. I may not always be sane but I can generally act as though I am.

I may not always have the strength to do the right thing, but I can usually figure it out and then act as if I know what to do. If you compare doing the right thing to being in a race, I'm just bending down to touch the ground as I attempt to bring all of my energy to bear.

I'm telling you now that this month is going to be very interesting. Very soon, I won't have to be so cryptic. Since one day last week I've been acting as if I know what I'm doing. I've been acting as if I have a plan. I've been acting as if I had the courage to do what I think I need to do, even if I'm making a mistake, I can always regroup and try again. So, I guess I'm sort of on auto-pilot for a few days. Don't go too far...this should be interesting.

Oh! It's scary too, by the way. I need to grab my egg shell shoes for now and proceed very carefully...if you get my message.