Alrighty then...
...I guess I made sense in that last post. If you haven't read it, I mentioned that the guy I've been seeing annoyed me again by A. Not remembering that he called me at work Thursday night. and B. Assuming that if he didn't remember it, it didn't happen.
It happened...oh my did it happen. That's what I get for going out with him so soon after seeing him once in a week already for days.
I don't know if the phone call thing alone would have made me so angry...I didn't have time to mull that one over before he annoyed me again. Now, mind you, he doesn't realize that I'm annoyed, I'm keeping it to myself. I don't think we're at a place yet in this relationship where we can be so free with our feelings. It's not appropriate right now. He's pushing a few rules, but I'm not going to.
The other way he annoyed me was by being totally selfish in the back rub thing. He keeps asking me to rub his back, scratch his back, rub his neck, make his headache go away and I'm not even mentioning the lack of reciprocity in the bedroom. All of THAT I did mention to him. I asked him if the word "reciprocity" was in his vocabulary and he said, "Yeah." I said, "Good."
and went to warm up my car.
I have to admit, physically, he's a fine specimen. I don't mind one bit spooning with him and watching a movie. Yesterday we watched a bunch of football games.
He called me in the first quarter of the Bears game and wanted to pick me up. I told him he'd have to wait for half-time. So, I was at his place for the second half and that half was amazing. I watched 3 teams upset 3 better teams all day long. I heard there were some that I didn't see...like the Vikings game. Anyway, he supported the Bears with me so that was fun. And the way the Bears won in OT was just great.
Anyway, next we watched the Eagles kill the Patriots and that blew me away. We started hoping the Eagles would win early in the game. I didn't want to see another team go undefeated. That would make the Bears 85-86 season look a tad worse. I was in Chicago that year and it was a GREAT place to be when the Bears were doing the Super Bowl Shuffle. I had so damn much fun and yet I still left that life for Rick which inevitably got me stuck here in Gogia. I am not happy about this.
It's left me with the type of guy that I've seen before. He was obviously extremely good looking in his younger years. He's certainly not bad now...but as any other man his age, the youngin's that he wants aren't falling all over him. He seems to be used to women who fall all over him and jump to his every command but I'm too old for that. I'm actually older than he is...he's 45. So, maybe it's just that he's never really been with a woman older than he. I don't play games and I take people at their word. I can't be trying to figure out if he's gonna remember what he said the next day.
It's not at all that I couldn't be quite appreciative...and I show my appreciation well. :):):) It's just that there's got to be something to be appreciative OF!
Could you guys do me a favor? Send help. I need to go back to Chicago.
Meg
...I guess I made sense in that last post. If you haven't read it, I mentioned that the guy I've been seeing annoyed me again by A. Not remembering that he called me at work Thursday night. and B. Assuming that if he didn't remember it, it didn't happen.
It happened...oh my did it happen. That's what I get for going out with him so soon after seeing him once in a week already for days.
I don't know if the phone call thing alone would have made me so angry...I didn't have time to mull that one over before he annoyed me again. Now, mind you, he doesn't realize that I'm annoyed, I'm keeping it to myself. I don't think we're at a place yet in this relationship where we can be so free with our feelings. It's not appropriate right now. He's pushing a few rules, but I'm not going to.
The other way he annoyed me was by being totally selfish in the back rub thing. He keeps asking me to rub his back, scratch his back, rub his neck, make his headache go away and I'm not even mentioning the lack of reciprocity in the bedroom. All of THAT I did mention to him. I asked him if the word "reciprocity" was in his vocabulary and he said, "Yeah." I said, "Good."
and went to warm up my car.
I have to admit, physically, he's a fine specimen. I don't mind one bit spooning with him and watching a movie. Yesterday we watched a bunch of football games.
He called me in the first quarter of the Bears game and wanted to pick me up. I told him he'd have to wait for half-time. So, I was at his place for the second half and that half was amazing. I watched 3 teams upset 3 better teams all day long. I heard there were some that I didn't see...like the Vikings game. Anyway, he supported the Bears with me so that was fun. And the way the Bears won in OT was just great.
Anyway, next we watched the Eagles kill the Patriots and that blew me away. We started hoping the Eagles would win early in the game. I didn't want to see another team go undefeated. That would make the Bears 85-86 season look a tad worse. I was in Chicago that year and it was a GREAT place to be when the Bears were doing the Super Bowl Shuffle. I had so damn much fun and yet I still left that life for Rick which inevitably got me stuck here in Gogia. I am not happy about this.
It's left me with the type of guy that I've seen before. He was obviously extremely good looking in his younger years. He's certainly not bad now...but as any other man his age, the youngin's that he wants aren't falling all over him. He seems to be used to women who fall all over him and jump to his every command but I'm too old for that. I'm actually older than he is...he's 45. So, maybe it's just that he's never really been with a woman older than he. I don't play games and I take people at their word. I can't be trying to figure out if he's gonna remember what he said the next day.
It's not at all that I couldn't be quite appreciative...and I show my appreciation well. :):):) It's just that there's got to be something to be appreciative OF!
Could you guys do me a favor? Send help. I need to go back to Chicago.
Meg
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