OK...there's STILL more

Ah. I've spent the entire night/morning worrying. From 1 AM until 10 minutes ago, I have been in a hideous state of panic. Sometimes I irritate me so much.

Now what bitch?

We define our own life's through our own reaction to it. If you act as though nothing is wrong, nothing is wrong. If you act like something is the hardest thing in the world, it is. I have to keep telling myself that. This is not so bad. Damn, I freaked out there for a while. I think I'm going to stare into space for awhile. Whatever, it's all good. I know that because I said so.